Atomic Journal

Well, done after work… hmm… nice story for today. Everything is going well. I love today… Love is everywhere… And now I’m listening Oasis – Stand by Me..

‘If you leave me will you take me with you…’ well,., that was the most amazing yet awkward gombalan I’ve ever heard …

Noel… yes I’m falling in love with him. Though I can’t have him ( yaeyalahhh ) actually I’m in love wit someone else, but you know what. Love has never work on me. If I had a relationship. It’d be freaking me out. No matter how deep I love him. There’ll be mess around us.

Yes, I love you… but… Umm… forget it… I’m not a good person… you know… I… umm.. whatever. Loving someone is difficult. Loving someone is tough. Loving someone could make me die. Then i decided not to let him know. I live in a world full of love. Me ma, me kid, me friends.

The world is beautiful, my brotha… just find your way…

And that’s why i could be easily fall in love. Love is beautiful. I’ll find my way to love a guy as a partner of life. But I don’t want to be wrong. Like, AGAIN. Just One mistake. And I’ll meet my guy.

I’m on my way to you… whoever you are…

In a champagne supernova in the sky..

Champagne Supernova. Ah.. nice. This Oasis album keeps me conscious everyday. While I hypnotized by their tunes. Ahaha.. oh God. They’re good.. seriously. My friend Olly said that Oasis WERE respectable band in UK. But there’s really something wrong with the vocalist. Then I agreed. Tell me, what’s wrong with the vocalist? He mad in the stage while performing for the audience, then again, he mad to the journalist and act like a shenanigans to them. He punched the journalist. He wildly messed a bar and then just walked out like nothing’s happen, messed with the fans. And. Wow.. there’s a lot of bad things that he did. And by the way. I love Oasis and Noel’s Voice. Not Noel’s personality. Ahahaha. He’s a rockstar a really bad rockstar. But no Noel. ^^.

He marry his girlfriend, Sara. because of  he don’t want to be a 44 years old man that tell the others “this is my girlfriend.” Hmm.. Cool. And he loves to go to the grocery by his self. One day a man in London go out in early morning. And he saw a man walk out with a little boy that keep saying ‘mummy.. mummy..’ and the man turn back and said ‘let’s go..’ to make the little boy to catch up and he realized that the man was Noel. And he can’t stand not to say ‘aww… so cute’. And Noel replied with smile and ‘yeah’ cute ei?

A journalist said ‘he know what he got and that’s what’s make him calm like that. He knows what’s under his sleeve’

And there’s also quote by Noel. “everything is gonna be okay. If there’s black cloud coming up. They will be gone. They always do”. Hell he’s the inspiration of many people. But to be honest there’s also a lot of people that don’t like him. Like one of friend of my friend. He said “Noel is just a fuckin’ brit with an accent that trying so hard.” Anyway. That’s normal. Not everybody likes Noel, not everybody likes me. Even the guy i like.. and I still don’t let him know whether I like him. Whatever. He’ll see me beneath the landslide someday. In a Champagne Supernova, yeah.

Hahah. Is there something wrong with that? Love Oasis since i was in high school. THAT’S RIGHT, Oasis, Franz Ferdinand, The Strokes, The Killers, The Verve, Placebo, Radiohead, stuff like that. but I began to be really interested about this brothers : Liam and Noel Gallagher. They’re brothers that never talks again until now. And you know. The worst is.. I’m kinda love Noel Gallagher. Haha. He’s old. You know like forty something. But. Hell, he is BEAUTIFUL. Haha.

Let’s make a comparison. My ex-husband said : “Liam sucks,Noel is the man who got his talent to be frontman actually. Liam terlalu plagiat sama gayanya Ian Brown. But Noel, he become a living Legend because of his own style.”

Then I ask, what do you think makes oasis broke like that? And he said : “Noel lebih menonjol diatas panggung dari pada Liam dan ini jadi perkara kompleks antara mereka. Keliatan banget kalo diatas panggung Liam sering bergaya cuek aristokrat a la Ian Brown biar perhatian audience lebih ke Liam. Tapi Noel, tetap aja Noel. Dia udah mulai nge-jam mulai dari Paul Wheller, the Who sampai Christ Martin. Dan lagunya ‘Don’t Look Back in Anger’ akhirnya menjadi salah satu lagu terbaik sepanjang masa versi Rolling Stone. Noel, pada dasarnya sama sekali tidak butuh Oasis untuk membesarkan Namanya.”

Then I asked him again. Then why the rest of Oasis join Liam in Beady Eye?

“Mungkin Noel punya ambisis tersendiri untuk bersolo karir, seperti halnya Paul Wheller yang keluar dari The Jam. Salah satu personel Oasis ikut kok di proyekan solonya Noel. Tapi bagaimanapun emang lebih menggairahkan menonton Noel yang tenang diatas panggung dari pada Liam yang plonga – plongo dengan gaya Aristokratnya yang kampungan. Dan Kerennya, Noel merupakan salah satu aktivis anti children abusing dan aids.”

Then I said something related to Noel’s Personal life. And he replied “Noel seorang bapak yang menyayangi keluarganya. Tapi as I heard before, seperti kebanyakan Living Legend yang lainnya. Dia sering juga terlibat One Night Stand sama grupisnya”

Menarik. Menarik sekali. 

You turn me on.. loves like  bomb. Blowin’ my mind…

Hmm.. kapan terakhir kali aku merasa turn on?

BARU SAJA!

Ahaha.. wow.. it’s amazing how i fallin’ love to a guy like this. Hehe.. probably it’s a silly thing. But it’s okay.. hey by the way.. i fallin love alone. Ya. Aku jatuh cinta sendirian. Dia gak tau, when i have crush on him. Ahahahha. What a piiip. But hey. Itdoesn’t matter for me. Aku tidak memilikinya seperti kalian memiliki pacar – pacar kalian. Ini hanya satu arah dan bahkan aku gak berusaha membuat dia tau kalo aku suka sama dia. Well, it’s that simple. I love him and i like it.sebenernya apa sih esensi dari jatuh cinta? aku dulu pernah tapi ternyata fatamorgana.. hanya kelihatannya saja.. haha.. emosi labil pang,… kek mana lagi sudah wal..

 I was 19 and he asked me to get married.. hmm.. bayangin aja di lamar sama rekti the sigit. Merinding bulu romaku.. hasyah iki opo toh malah ndangdutan.. maaf yah jadi melacur. (re:melakukan curhat)

oke pemirsa. aaaaammm… beberapa waktu terakhir memang ada beberapa kejadian yang sangat gak enak kejadian sama saya. 

antara lain: KARMA

yah. ternyata sesuatu bernama karma itu emang ada.

so beware!!

okay.. lama tidak menulis.. sorry yah.. karena akhir2 ini Nana emang sibuk dengan berbagai macem kegiatan.. yah.. namanya juga wanita karir.. *plak 

yap. akhir2 ini nana sibuk sama yang namanya siaran radio.. one of my dream.. yeah.. akhirnya nana bisa juga siaran lagi.. ahahhahahah.. 

setelah sebelumnya gundah gulana mikirin mantan suami yang ninggalin Nana begitu aja. eits.. tapi siapa sangka kalo ternyata semua itu malahan membawa  jalan tersendiri buat Nana untuk bisa mewujudkan salah satu impian  Nana yaitu siaran di Radio.. aahahhahahah.. asli sumpah nana puas banget.. ternyata ini maksud Tuhan. kenapa Tuhan ngejauhin dia dari Nana. supaya Nana bisa lebih berkembang.. supaya Nana lebih bisa mengasah potensi - potensi yang sesungguhnya Nana punya.

so. there’ll alaways be something behind disaster. there’s always be a blessing. in disguise. 

salametalikum

Nana Raditja

amaze me!

Ada sesuatu yang hilang dan entah apa itu. Aku sudah bosan dengan manusia yang suka berbohong. Tragis sekali kisahnya. Mereka membunuh kejujuran. Sadis. Dengan pembenaran yang sangat kekanakan. Sangat.

Oh tidak. Kejujuran belum mati. Dia hanya bersembunyi entah dimana. Dibalik jas – jas anggota dewan? Dibalik make up cantik wanita – wanita seksi? Dibalik pintu mobil seharga milyaran rupiah? Mungkin.

Sesuatu yang hilang itu ternyata kejujuran.

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This man is has birthday today (don’t look at his eyes, you will fall for him :D). He’s not on facebook neither on tumblr, and I have no his contact number on my phone. So, I stop. And I send the greeting to his friend (I mean our friend), hope my friend forward the message to him.